ONE LAST CRY

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry



One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I’m down to my last cry



I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry



One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....


I’m gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry


One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I’ve gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down
I guess I’m down...
To my last cry...

Apsal tah tadi masa terbrowse kat column 'love match', tindakan refleks aku ialah mengetest compatibility aku dengan dia..pastu baru teringat betapa buang karen and bodonya aku buat benda ni sume..Aiseh!!

ONLY ONE

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all about
But I can't, I can't give you a reason


I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone


And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one


Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only,
my only one

*yellowcard*

UKIRAN JIWA

Kedamaian yang ku cari
Masih belum terbukti
Jauh lagi perjalanan ini


Jiwa tak pernah tenteram
Kasih lama tenggelam
Di lubuk hati yang paling dalam


Berlumutlah ukiran impian
Entah berapa lama
Harus ku nanti
Sinar kasih sayang menyinari kembali


Dengan nada lagu dan irama
Ku luahkan jua rasa kecewa
Semoga kau dapat mendengarnya
Semoga terbuka pintu cinta... mu
Yang pasti hujan tak berterusan
Matahari kan tetap terus bersinar


Kini terbukti apa yang di nanti
Dengan rela ku lepas kau pergi
Telah sedekad kenangan terpahat
Di ruang tak bertempat ...


Dengan nada lagu dan irama
Ku luah kan jua rasa kecewa
Pada cinta yang dahulu kita
Ukirkan bersama...
Di ruang asmara
Di bumi yang nyata
Di dunia kita...

MYBRAIN.FM TOP HITZ

(ENGLISH)
1. ONE LAST CRY - brian mcknight
2. CANT CRY HARD ENOUGH - williams brothers
3. KISSING A FOOL - george michael
4. INCOMPLETE - sisqo
5. YOU DONT KNOW ME - jann arden
6. THIS AIN'T A LOVE SONG - bon jovi


(MALAY)
1. UKIRAN JIWA - awie
2. KEINDAHAN YANG BERLALU - aishah
3. CINTA SEJATI - ari lasso
4. KASIH TAK SAMPAI - padi
5. MENANTI SEBUAH JAWABAN - padi
6. BUAT SANG PUTERI - spider

MENANTI SEBUAH JAWABAN

Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu
Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu
seiring jejak kakiku bergetar
Aku tak terpagut oleh cintamu


Menelusup hariku dengan harapan
Namun kau masih terdiam membisu
Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu
Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu


Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu
Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu
Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku
Semoga kau tau isi hatiku

Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar
Aku masih terhanyut dalam mimpiku


* Taken from Ungu - Violet Soundtrack. Song from one of my favorite Indonesian band - Padi. Fell in love with this song since the first time i heard it and keep playing in my mind lately.

AKU

Lately, ada few songs yang suit my moods and really describe my feelings..mcm mp3 player, lepas satu-satu lagu2 ni dok berputar non-stop dalam kepala aku. Aku boleh buat Carta Lagu Popular lagi. Tinggal carik DJ jek, then otak aku dah boleh bukak radio station BRAIN.FM muahaha!


Sapa yang tau dalam hepi aku ni tengah sedih tak ingat punye.. For the time being, aku rasa aku ni still OK lagi, walaupun tak OK sebenarnya. Buat-buat OK jek kot dengan harapan daripada buat-buat boleh jadi OK betul-betul. Aku dah buat contingency plan tapi aku sendiri pun tak sure boleh jalan ke tak. Sebab tu dari dulu i chose not to know anything..sebab once aku tau, memang payah. Nanti otak aku ni mula la buat filem. Dah, nak kena bukak Brain Production House pulak. Leceh seh! Tapi orang kata yang kita taknak tu la yang selalu jadik kan? Aku tau pun by accident, siut la..aku rasa entah berapa bakul dosa aku menyumpah seranah time tu.


Maybe, Tuhan saje nak test kot. Sebab tu dibukakan semua yang aku cuba elak. Sistem imunisasi aku kena keje keras sikit la lepas ni sebab aku kena jadi over kuat nak face semua. Betul la apa yang Achik cakap ari tu, dia tau aku kuat tapi in this case dia tak sure and the fact is aku sendiri pun tak sure dengan diri sendiri.


Sumpah weh, aku takut giler nak face semua ni nanti. Aku tak tau nak buat apa, nak lari kemana masa tu. Pikir je pasal ni pun boleh buat otak aku sakit. Lately, sakit kepala dengan aku dah macam kembar siam especially kalau dok pikir benda ni. Kalau otak ni boleh cuci macam cuci periuk nasi..memang aku scrub abis2 biar ilang semua yang melekat dalam kepala. Tapi nak buat camna, tak leh nak buat gitu so terpaksa la aku bear dengan semua ni..