It's new year again!
Macam baru je buat entry pasal tahun baru 2006.
Ayah keep asking me what's my 2007 resolution...and just like last year, i have none. It's still the same motto for me 'DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO'
How was my 2006?
Personal
Hmm, it began with quite unpleasant start due to my foolishness. Spent nearly 3/4 of the year to make everything work and crushed my heart and spirit along the way until i reluctantly forced myself to stop trying. Susah woo..sungguh complicated sekali kisahnya (tapi sorry ar aku maleh nak citer) and 2006 will leave me with painful mark because of this.
Hmm, it began with quite unpleasant start due to my foolishness. Spent nearly 3/4 of the year to make everything work and crushed my heart and spirit along the way until i reluctantly forced myself to stop trying. Susah woo..sungguh complicated sekali kisahnya (tapi sorry ar aku maleh nak citer) and 2006 will leave me with painful mark because of this.
And seriously life is so ironic. (teringat lagu 'Ironic' by Alanis Morissette). After months of blind waiting and hoping, my wish came true just a few days after i've commit myself to something else. (teringat plak kat lirik lagu Michael learn to Rock yang ada "bla bla bla 25 minutes too late" tu hahah). Pastu ape lagi, eden pun dalam dilemma la. I feel really guilty for not waiting a little bit longer and torn between two choices (teringat kat lagu Demi Waktu by Ungu pulak..); whether to stick to something I have known for quite sometime and let myself experience the roller coaster ride form hell again or give a chance to the unknown. Ikut ati nak dua-dua tapi, orang tua ajar tak boleh tamak..pendidikan moral pun sama..so in the end after so much of eye opening incidents, aku pilih option yang kedua. And I never regret it till this day.
There must be some reasons why Allah planned it this way. I believe that because all these while the first option never give me anything but heartache. It just me who wanna stick to this broken dream thus hanging on to it though there's a better option in front of me.
Office / Work
Office life became more stressful especially after Bos resigned. But then, i like working under Pn. Shila. There's only me, Tina and Ainie left, now that Jen and June has resigned. And who knows among the 3 stooges there will be one who will be leaving soon. More and more people are leaving and I dont know what i'm doing here. Oh, I forgot that i've been handcuffed for two years.
Office life became more stressful especially after Bos resigned. But then, i like working under Pn. Shila. There's only me, Tina and Ainie left, now that Jen and June has resigned. And who knows among the 3 stooges there will be one who will be leaving soon. More and more people are leaving and I dont know what i'm doing here. Oh, I forgot that i've been handcuffed for two years.
Anyway, I'm glad that I've managed to accomplished most of my plans last year. The only difficult thing to do as much as i try is to wake up and go to bed early (confirm! i'm a nocturnal animal!).
The unexpected
I've start my own move.
The house and the new car
I've start my own move.
The house and the new car
The new life?
The expected
More responsibilities
More expectations from those around me.
More responsibilities
More expectations from those around me.
Selingan:
Carn, Selamat Pengantin Baru..You look gorgeous in that wedding dress of yours.
To someone, thank you for bringing rainbow in my grayscale world. Thanks for all the sweet things you have done for me.
To A, i'm sorry it has to end this way. For me, love is about transparency and sincerity. To love somebody is to really know that somebody. We can't sit & simply wait for things to happen bcos it need both parties serious effort to make it work.
OK, Back to business..
Overall, I'm glad that 2006 finally ended. At least it ended well for me. I hope 2007 will be better for everyone. Next entry aje la citer pasal plan 2007, itu pun kalau aku rajin. Anyway,
Overall, I'm glad that 2006 finally ended. At least it ended well for me. I hope 2007 will be better for everyone. Next entry aje la citer pasal plan 2007, itu pun kalau aku rajin. Anyway,
Happy 2007 guys!
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