Monday, November 28, 2005

ALHAMDULLILLAH...ALL'S WELL, ENDS WELL

It has been a pretty busy and stressful week both in office and at home. Lack of rest and sleep, lots to do.


With trainings and events to be arranged plus annual appraisal analysis and two proposal papers to prepare, I was running here and there to make sure everything were settled by Friday. Things were equally hectic at home; kenduri doa selamat for my parents' haj trip and cousin E's wedding were scheduled during the same week. Both of these events were important as I'm the only 'orang harapan' to coordinate the kenduri and considering that E's family has always been a great help during my family's functions, it only fair if i offer the same to them.

Everything went well and I was glad that the week ended with good news.

A good news which brings hope to be closer to my loved ones. Nothing confirmed yet, but i'll surely keep my fingers crossed.

The other news was really unexpected. I was stunned and didn't know how to react when i got to know about it. For me it's all due to responsibilities and doing it sincerely. Never thought they will, but it feels good to be appreciated. It just worth all the headaches, sacrifices and efforts. Whatever it is, it won't happen without the support from others.

Alhamdullilah.
I'm grateful to Him for the good things he had granted.
And of course I'm thankful to him too..thank you.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

SCARS

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
Your making me insane
All I can say is


I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself


I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Thursday, November 3, 2005

SAY CHEESE!!

Thanks to Riz, i finally bought a digicam! Dah lama nak beli tapi tak beli-beli jugak. Kononnya nak buat research dulu, biasalah barang mcm ni takkan nak main terjah beli jek. Lagipun, masa tu i don't really know what to look for when buying a digicam. Disebabkan tak penting sangat, so i keep putting it off sampai la ari ni. Semuanya pasal nak ambik gambar Riz. Before this asyik guna camera PDA, sampai memory PDA aku tu penuh pun bukan sebab banyak save dokumen kerja, tapi sebab dok store gambar-gambar dia jek. So far, i'm happy with this purchase. Most of the features and functions i want ada dalam this camera. For a beginner like me, kira ok la tu. Yang penting I can take lots and lots of Riz's pictures!