THAT MELANCHOLIC MOOD AGAIN

Kekasihku
Jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan air mata di pipimu
Kekasihku
Tabahkan hatimu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda
Melenyapkan impian bersama

Jangan dikesali atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia

Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka kekasihku
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha

Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan berulang semula

Kekasihku aku tahu
Kita sama saling menyinta
Tidak pernah ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka kekasihku
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha
(Jangan Bersedih Lagi - Anuar Zain)

Not too long ago, someone dedicated this song to me. Never heard of this song before and I never bother to listen to it. Somehow, i happened to accidentally listen to this song recently. It gave me a weird melancholic feelings, and listening to Anuar Zain singing it word by word is enough to make me feel the pain again.

There's so much truth in the lyrics and that's where the sadness came in knowing once, both of you completed each other's life; everything and every feelings you thought existed only in the songs and love stories do came true. It really sad isn't it? To have and then to lose something very dear to your heart. What makes the pain worst is the reality that you have to sacrifice your feelings in order to see those around you happy.

But i remembered the wiseman words 'It's better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all'. True, at least at one point of my life i've found my soulmate, been truly in love and was loved in return. And living with the memories is just enough for me.